10.) You look at me, I smile

9.) I think about where I’m going to hide

8.) Butterflies form in my tummy 

7.) My heart pounds

6.) I find a tight place in hide

5.) I try to stay still

4.) You move & I quiver

3.) I know your looking, i’m so close by

2.) I start to shake & shiver

1.) Know your coming I should of hid better

I hide my love so you cant find it, to my surprise bound by your lies your oh so close by & I just wanna love you. So I gave up and stop hiding, I give my love to you and its so binding, like no love ever before and all I can do is want you more, so your mine and i’m forever yours.

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Wanting your eyes to meet mine

Wanting your voice in my ear

 Wanting your warm breathe against my neck

 Wanting your hands on my soft skin

Wanting your soft lips on mine

Wanting you arms wrapped around me

Wanting your body on mine

Wanting your heart on me

Wanting your you all over me.

You keep me smiling without letting me know where we stand. Confusion is all I get, hopfully it will change. I want your all & would love to get you mine. One day you’ll be mine :) 

Sometimes you just got accept people as they are, not everyone can help that they are coldhearted, conceited, self-centered, or whatever. There are who the are, you cant help that. You have to love people as they are, I’m pretty sure your not prefect but I bet you know someone that loves you. There wouldnt be much problems if people could accept other and even theirself as they are, people was made a certain way for a reason and should love them for that.

As I look back on my life, I was never really in love. Maybe I didn’t know what it was like to be in love, so many relationships telling other I loved them and never wanted to lose them, but as you can see now i not with them and didnt really mind losing them, sounds a little mean but I got to be honest, but was I when I told them I loved them, not even knowing what love felt like, I wonder if they knew, or even if they really loved me. Now knowing the way loves feels I know now that I didn’t really love them as much as I could, it only takes one person to show the true mean of love. See now I know when a person hurts me, and I still want to be with them that’s love, or when a person is not the best looking but you see them as true beauty, or even when they tell you they want someone else but all you want to do is change their mind. I learn how to love and now can’t find someone to love; I will never give up though all I want is love.

Someone once told me life goes on, but how could it if you’re always on my mind. I tell you to leave but when I look you’re still there taunting me with your love, the love I wished I owned. You know I want you but who knows if you want me. I fall for you tricks over and over again, even though I tell myself never again. Our good times play over in my mind even knowing it will never happen again no matter how much I want it to. I wish life had a remote so I can reverse the time and try not to fall for you, like my heart fell once you didn’t want it, when it smacked the ground I could hardly breathe, trying to gather the pieces. I tried as I cry while trying to remember that life goes on…

Treated like no heart is there

Not knowing if you cared

Tears fall but only wasted

Time pasted but I couldn’t stop it

You played with my heart then popped it.

I hiding my feelings

Just smiling & just hiding it

My broken heart, pieces jammed in my pocket

I didn’t think it would ever fit back in its socket.

But I remembered I’m strong

So I decided I should write a song

A song that expressed all my feelings

A song that would remind me what happened

My heart was treated like it wasn’t there

As if was invisible, maybe see through

But it was there, here the whole time

Being affected by each blow

I learn from the mistake

The mistake of letting you hold my heart

I will never let this happen again

I won’t put this invisible heart through the pain

1.) I’m weird & awkward 

2.) I’m bisexual and proud of it

3.) My fav color is grey

4.) I hate being single

5.) I cant spell

6.) I like when people talk about me, bad or good

7.) I’m very skinny, and cant gain weight 

8.) I have low self esteem

9.) I’m very spoiled

10.) I’m a freak ;)